004_OWN YOUR PAIN

OWN YOUR PAIN

There are people who own their Pain. I call them 'my kind of people'.

They don't give the license to kill to dictators by letting them use their Pain, nor they feed the president of the state with the energy of their denied Pain. They own it! Presidents and dictators will only misuse the energy behind the Pain. Dictators and politicians use our Pain for revenge! And then they do with it whatever they want.

All people who join forces under a political flag or manifesto, use ideology and/or religion (or both) to hurt people.

They think their God demands it. As a matter of fact, it is only their idea of a god who demands them to be cruel and do cruel things. It is called manipulation. The Pain is being manipulated.

They don't own this Pain they use to hurt others! The real owners do, if and when they want to own it. Which usually they don't.

But these other people who use it and misuse it for their political purpose cannot change it because they are not the rightful owners, Pain is not theirs; they just manipulate it and misuse it.

I treat mine as it was a child of mine. I gave it birth, so I own it. I take care of it when it hurts. I am the only one who can deal with it because I am the only one who can understand it. It is MY Pain! It needs me. It wants me to be the Father, Mother, God, friend, brother, sister... it wants me to hold it and comfort it, feel it, understand it, and never deny it. Deny its existence, its intensity, it needs to be comforted, soothed in its loneliness... Doesn't need dictators nor seeks revenge, wants and needs only me.

The more there is political identification in a country, the more there is polarization that follows. This means avoiding Pain instead of expressing it. Privately and in a safe environment! Because that's what healing the Pain is about!

Polarization and internal fighting usually mean denying the ownership over one's Pain by projecting it into a political, sexual, ideological, religious... movement. Movements avoid meeting with your own Pain. They generalize it to the point of not recognizing it as your own, preferring making it »everybody's«. This only means you don't have to be responsible for it. Nor for causing it to yourself or others.

Every movement has its manifesto, and all manifestos deny a person and personal relationship with the Pain. They tell you - you don't own it! They own it.

Manifesto only uses other people's Pain and changes intended healing into some alienated »higher« aims you can never reach.

Being it a gay movement, a feminist one, fascist, nazi, communist.... Islam or any religious movement, as well as Catholic Church and Old Hebrew Religion with its Old Testament, as well– they all do a bypass to your heart and bypass your Pain, imposing some »heavenly« making sense of the human being, a distant purpose and solution too distant from our hands. Thus diminishing the Man in the eyes of God, as well as in his own eyes as a human being.

Even UN or UNICEF with their best intentions sooner or later become misused. Nothing good can come out of Pain when it is misused without knowledge of its true owner. Without an owner, master, proprietor. The repressed Pain represents a terrifying force, an energy that will be used for other purposes – never for the purpose of healing itself - will take the path of revenge instead.

People suffer when they let others misuse their denied Pain in order to manipulate it. Nobody will feel responsible when millions die.

But they will surely be burdened by Guilt and won't know how this happened. They will go crazy and they will need a lot of painkillers to keep their consciousness finding out what they did.

They will be doing it until Guilt is unbearable and then they will seek a scapegoat And they will kill it because they believe that is the way to kill Guilt.

There are only two things that mankind can do. Be guilty or become responsible! One or the other, as one excludes the other. They both cannot exist ate the same time. It is either or! Either Guilt or Responsibility.

So it is important how we chose.

I chose Responsibility over Guilt a long time ago. I can tell it right away that once you choose Responsibility, you won't need victims. Neither you accept to be a victim yourself.

Then Space will open for the Knowledge because learning is the natural consequence of Responsibility. It comes with it.

There is simply no way to know where responsibility might take you. Nor what else you might own besides everything that is yours already, besides what you know is yours.

Theoretically – you can own ALL Universe and all of Creation! Knowing that we can be accountable for what we see and become responsible for it... that changes the world!

Responsibility, you know, is such hungry bird, and I love it!!! I love this kind of hunger and greed.

It is enormous and it is endless! It is everlasting and it is infinite!

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Just one more thing!

Do you think that God is stupid and He can't recognize the simple fact that ALL rage on this Planet is actually addressed to HIM??? And others are just casual bystanders collecting what was meant for Him!

God may be many things... but stupid He isn't. He looks and He knows!

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