032_MY JOB

My job (that's how I understand it) is re-uniting Mom and Dad in me.
Both re-united with(in) me!

This is who I am, this si who I want to be: my Mom and my Dad - plus me all around them!
We're family.

That's my Universe. I co-create it with my First Parents.
It doesn't appear without my Will, nor without Will of First Parents.
The world around as it is manifesting now is the old "Mother " and the old "Father", the old image as manifestation of denied feelings... that were never felt before. Not by them and not by me.
Those feelings were never owned by us, never felt before in the sense of calling them "mine". Nobody of us wanted to own them and become responsible for what they were.

They weren't mine, yours, his, hers... they became theirs - but manifest as Pain!
Pain you cannot deny and it is obvious whose it is. It's everybody's!

Everybody wanted to get rid of it and nobody wanted to claim the ownership. Nobody wanted to embrace it, feel it and then own these feelings all the way, till thgey grow into what they longed to be before they got lost.

Pain is just a bunch of little children, lost orphans seeking a refuge and badly needing one.

Do I send them away like that?! Out in the open, alone and scared...

No! They will go outside of me if I do, because they will run away from the one they are scared of.
I am a "bad " father denying responsibility for them having an unfinished form. They breake windows and burn things... or worse!

Bringing them inside, harboring them and teeling them - they are safe in here, within me, where we can both "breake things, yell at each other, blame another - but stay together!"
We can scream and hate without any damage to the outside world by just expressing who we are.

If we can safely express us (who we are) and if I allow such a healing space within me where it's always freedom of expression- and it is sacred(!) -  then there will be no more lost Pain in seach for the right owner.
It will finally find one reday to become Responsible.

So, it can all be felt first - before sending it out in the open, torn appart again, to ask for vengeance.

Let's own our feelings first and then , when they grow up, let us send them out to make a new world.
That's the right way! Then, what creates, can leave with our blessings and Responsibility.

They can always come back for advice and more shelter if needed.

Feelings are little children. They are to be held and cuddled and felt and their nmeeds listened to. They do not want to be drugged and numbed so they would hurt less.

They will hurt more before they hurt less!

That's what healing is about.

Feeling loneliness hurts! Feeling rejection hurts! Feeling lost and fogotten - they all hurt!
It hurts like Hell because it is Hell.

These feelings need to belong, they need to know where they came from.
Somebody needs to own them and respond to them.

031_SIMON SAYS

SIMON SAYS
Civilizations and cultures are created by women and not by men.
Men conquer the land and use a sword to submit, but women create the culture, nurture it and support it, and populate the conquered land. She keeps it ALIVE by keeping their culture alive.
The men are just tools. No brain - just dependency on (her) the idea!

All civilizations were created by women. Precisely: by mothers!
More precisely: on GUILT!
It resides inside woman. It is a sickness of which women are carriers but the men get sick.

There is nobody else who could take Responsibility for Life! So Guilt remains in her, closed safely behind the bars never to go out....
She is afraid of it! She is afraid of what she might do if she goes mad. She creates sons who will never love another woman besides mom! Why should someone else receive this gift from her, having what she never had!?

The men are just tools. No brain, just dependency on (her) idea of how much her Desire should be free to move in her world. This shows how much she will allow herself to be free in her own world.

Our world is the manifestation of how she treats herself.
The History of mankind is the history of one Woman who wants to avenge herself on someone. And that someone is - herself!

This pic shows her self-hatred! She is the victim of a woman who created a culture in which a woman teaches her son to avenge her. His "borrowed" revenge (ideology and religion) then attacks another woman… which is herself, again, in some period of her own life!

She is a girl, a woman, a mother, a daughter in law… same woman-hating herself. 
A lesbian hating a straight self. One woman watching herself at different stages of her life expressing selfhatred as if it was a "live thing", something real, which is not.

Then sons hate to be men (their momma hates men) and become less-men so their mommy wouldn't hate them becoming men themselves.

The pic shows how her self hatred is manifested. So, Western civilization is organized in a way that helps women survive their self-hatred.
The eastern civilizations (Islam) doesn't! It is raw hatred now feeling the downfall. This is why the Red chakra of the Earth is attacking the EU and America (Intelect!): wants to survive!

Civilization means organizing madnesses in the way (and that's the DEFINITION of the civilization!) they don't kill each other.
We don't need to understand more to know how civilization and culture work together in support of each other.

EU doesn't understand this and we are watching its downfall. »Human rights« are devouring it! We are witnessing the downfall of Europe.
»Human rights« is Lucifer's invention.
Human rights are a demon that is ruling the EU now.

My country - is a post-communist compost!
It means the disintegration of the nation, and hatred of everything national.
Nation on the other hand is what built a tribe (... in good or bad!) to be what now is. It has an identity! 
It has its defenses,  an immune system that kept it alive throughout history. People trust each other because this trust has been proven in battle! It protected the nation from disappearing!

Communism (ideology, religion…) says: don't protect yourself, trust ideology, protection is bad… (defund the police, fuck the army!).-
The system will take care of you… 

Then the government destroys all the nation's defenses including the health system! It opens the gates fort the psychopathic killer to enter and rule because there is no one left to protect the nation!
Then it says we have to understand… it is just peaceful protest… nobody loses anything... bla bla bla!

What I see now is an uncivilized form, a non-civilized non-culture (not even culture!), it is a disintegration of all values in which everything is prescribed and regulated. This interferes with Free Will.

Biology being despised - is being replaced by Politics!
But Biology isn't Politics! Biology is biology and remains bilogy! While politics is politics and cannot be enything else. Certainly not biology, even if it wants to be biology.
Biology cannot be manipulated. Politics is nothing BUT manipulation! Of body and mind.

Communism is sterile, its barrenness needs to be supported to stay alive.
It is a constant pride parade of inhumanity manifested as a system!

Socialism is a nation that doesn't have a will to grow. The fetuses prefer staying in an incubator. For which energy somebody has to pay.
 In the end, the prematurely born fetuses perform abortions between themselves and we call it – civil war! 

The loudest of the fetuses now play Simon says…
Americans, please don't play this game with them, you have too much to lose. When you lose - we all lose!

030_"ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE" - is denied rage!

"Thousands arrested, hundreds injured and 8 deaths after 4 days of protests. Isn't this what a police state looks like?"

This is what "meditating" does to people! Meditating and preaching universal LOVE! 

They both cover RAGE and they both make it look like it can be dealt with and dismissed by simply avoiding expressing... while in reality, our denied rage is piling up, waiting for some lucifer to manipulate with it. 

Lucifer manipulates with us as long as we have denied rage! We are denied rage so he manipulates us by manipulating our rage. 

Why do we hold it? It is because we have learned that we cannot show our rage to God. he might be angry with s if we show it to Him. The saints don't show rage! 

That's all BULSHIT! 

He'd be only too happy to guide us through our rage. Even (especially then!) when our anger is all about Him. And it ALWAYS is!

All around the world, all the rage there is, is about our denied rage for God!

We deny it and then it bursts in our hands with some unpredicted event like the killing of a black person. And when this happens... our rage (and our "righteousness" generalizes because rage has always been there despite all LOVE going around, and singing ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE, and "meditation" and all other crap... Like holding hands and chanting singing Kumbaya... 

Why? Because it is simpler when you polarise your anger and join the rest of a gang in lynching somebody. Anger can be guided by people with a hidden agenda. It is they who stage our reality by starting the violence. They use our Rage to do it! 

Then it is always "others" who can be blamed for it. 

Good people OWN THEIR PAIN. 

They never let dictators and idiots use their Pain for doing what they are doing now. 

So - own your Pain! Don't let it go far away from you and do mad things without your control!

Those who misuse your unconscious rage only have the power because we don't own our rage. 

They own our rage and can do with it whatever they please because we let them.

We don't mind, we don't feel like being accountable for what they do with OUR RAGE! 

All that Hippie ideology of the Sixties... with great words and big signs like MAKE LOVE NOT WAR, PEACE, UNIVERSAL LOVE, goodness, forgiveness...

was a well-schemed plan, so the Western civilization could produce the future generations who won't be able (in fact they are not!) fighting back when attacked and manipulated with. 

They will just lie down and die (as they do now!). 

Now the grandsons of those hippies and their daughters have a big mess in their heads. They believe that promiscuity and not being sexually defined - is all we need to be happy! 

They don't know if they are coming or going. 

They don't know where their rage is coming from! Or what causes it.

They are just afraid of what they might do with what is manifesting through them. Besides, they don't know where it comes from. 

Not knowing themselves - they are afraid of themselves! They don't trust themselves.

A bunch of irresponsible kids who don't give a damn about becoming responsible and grow up. 

That's socialism! Remaining infantile as a society - that is socialism! 

Hippies begot children who can't produce because they lack creativity (in fact they are becoming sterile!) they can't care for themselves nor the children, so they want to socialize the child care and let the State take care of them.

These children now only know how to loot and be angry and demand their "human rights"... but have no responsibility for anything they do. Like children they hey can't be held accountable for anything they decide they want to do.

BUT WHAT HAPPENS then, after they win their battles?!!

Do they have a plan?

Do they know how they want to organize life after they "win" and start ruling their "new" world of peace, love, and equal possibilities?? Will they work, or will they just continue to loot? 

I have seen this happening in my country in 1991!

There is nothing more miserable than a country that cannot survive by the working hands of its people. They became afraid of Freedom and fell back into the claws of dependency and Debt. They felt more comfortable this way! That's how ideology works.  

That's where my nation is now and it was a crappy decision! 

As much as I hate repeating myself in certain things it is true that the Old World depends on America. 

The Americans saved Europe from WWI and WWII. And then us from the Balkan wars in 1991. 

Is now America falling for some stupid "revolution" that doesn't even know what will do after it "wins"? 

With the end of America, it is the end of the rest of the civilized free world!.

Save it! Fight for it, you are fighting now for all of us. For the world.

One of the steps our Creation will take to make us understand will come from the inside. This one we won't be able to fight away.

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My God is saying:

I got you surrounded from inside and outside...

This time I come for you from within and from without! You now occupy only a thin space in between, that is all that remains for you to hide,

With each day I have more and you have less. You are thinner and thinner (almost 2D!), with no space else to move but inside Me!

Soon you will be all mine.

Where will you go now that you haven't already been before? It never really worked for you.

Where will you hide from me,

where can you?

029_TRUTH

Body manifests truth (it's the manifestation of truth) therefore Body is just another name for Truth.

Truth cannot be destroyed - as Matter (Mother) cannot be destroyed!

We are coming here to bring Matter to life, to make "dead" alive... so we get our own body with birth. Every time!

Body is the "Alexandrian Library" of the whole Universe.

We either read it or we don't.

We either decide to read ourselves or we refuse to know ourselves.

In any case - each one of us has access to the Library.

Nobody is left without it. In Manifestation we all get body.