019_IMMUNITY

I was focusing on the »immune system« on one side and virus as someone or something that is trying to re-establish our lost immune system by re-creating defense (the natural defense of the organism) our Mother gave us.
I believe that Free Will is being protected by instincts. Mad governments and mad rulers are killing them now as they have killed Free Will and almost entirely eradicated it from all EU.

We are losing both: insticts and Free Will (both of them protecting LIFE) by serving civilization. Losing, giving up, denying… pick the term whichever best describes our present state!
Ideology and religion (basically, it's the same thing) have ruined all our innate inner protection and prevented us from holding Life and keeping it safe. Looking from the outside, it seems we don't want to live anymore. 
It looks like we resent LIFE.

And then the attacker comes! You see, when you start resenting Life - the attacker will come.

Nature needs something obvious to make us re-create our old defenses that once created nations and national states.
Nations and states have their armies and the police and the Law!
These are defenses defending the way of life of each nation and state. That is how nations started!

Nature doesn't want us to kill each other but wants us understand that Life needs protection and that the immune system is something good! That religion and ideology are bad when they destroy the natural immune system of defense of our organism and that we gave up something that should and will keep us safe and alive.

Civilization is a well organized common madness that protects us from individual madness or group madnesses. Thus preventing society from exterminating  itself.

If free expression of all madness is our goal... that is what will happen! 
It is an open season for madness to kill any normality. Madness is "hip" and normal is.... nothing!

In EU there is a rule of »human rights«. This invention is Lucifer's idea of how to be humane! The so-called »human rights« are a demon.
And the demon is now out of the bottle.

Shortly, this demon says »if there is to be a democracy, there must be a democracy for all! For every madness in the world. And every madness has the right to express itself freely and we will call it - democracy!«

Well, our Mother who created LIFE, says she won't have it!
Nobody destroys what She created! Nobody writes the Law and imposes rules bypassing Free Will.

How come Free Will cannot be expressed freely and madness can? And it is called democracy???

018_ON GOD'S INTENT

My Body is telling me this:

The Truth isn't something that was made a long time ago, once and for all, to be forever and always the same.
God's Intent was forever - but not the Truth!
Truth is what I MAKE.

The Principles that hold Creation together were made a long time ago, and yes, they were made with the intent to last forever because they are following our Mother's Intent (and Desire!), Her Will and Dream.
Creation of Life that's FOREVER!
But the rest of it… the TRUTH … is what I, Body, make. Truth is my responsibility!
I keep reminding all parts of God that Truth is Guardian of Intent.
If that isn't LIFE and if God isn't LIFE – then what is!?

017_ON BEING ALONE

I have a few friends, there aren't many but am very proud of them! I am proud of their friendship.

I am glad I have them.

Still, I have to recognize this somewhat strange and rather peculiar circumstance. I cannot explain it with few words so I will describe it with an example.

My God often says: »Being alone is the only way I found so far that allows me being with you….«

I didn't quite get it at first! I thought I will never understand Him here.

Now I am not young anymore and am becoming just like Him.

016_COMPASSION OBSERVES THRU HUNGRY EYES

When I caught up with my Life it was barely alive. Nothing in it could apologize for my severity!

I was suddenly confronted with the sad fact that my Life is spreading before me and is entirely my fault if it's leaving me now.
How can I possibly believe that I could survive my own Rules?!
I'm trying to lift what's been left before me… it's like picking grains of rice with hands. 

In my impotence, I suddenly resort to magic spells…
My dear - I say! - do what you will; lie, steal, cheat, run away and hide from me and my madness... but please - stay alive.

What an awful punishment this universe has visited upon me, castigating me by forcing me to watch the fruits of my heartlessness and indifference, thus making me feel powerlessness to reach across the abyss of mistrust and incomprehension I built around me.

Love needs time that is measurable with the NEED, CAUTION, AND SLOWNESS of the ONE who's in NEED.
Look, DARLING, all the time is now yours and ALL is for you...
But take fast, don't hesitate too long.