032_MY JOB

My job (that's how I understand it) is re-uniting Mom and Dad in me.
Both re-united with(in) me!

This is who I am, this si who I want to be: my Mom and my Dad - plus me all around them!
We're family.

That's my Universe. I co-create it with my First Parents.
It doesn't appear without my Will, nor without Will of First Parents.
The world around as it is manifesting now is the old "Mother " and the old "Father", the old image as manifestation of denied feelings... that were never felt before. Not by them and not by me.
Those feelings were never owned by us, never felt before in the sense of calling them "mine". Nobody of us wanted to own them and become responsible for what they were.

They weren't mine, yours, his, hers... they became theirs - but manifest as Pain!
Pain you cannot deny and it is obvious whose it is. It's everybody's!

Everybody wanted to get rid of it and nobody wanted to claim the ownership. Nobody wanted to embrace it, feel it and then own these feelings all the way, till thgey grow into what they longed to be before they got lost.

Pain is just a bunch of little children, lost orphans seeking a refuge and badly needing one.

Do I send them away like that?! Out in the open, alone and scared...

No! They will go outside of me if I do, because they will run away from the one they are scared of.
I am a "bad " father denying responsibility for them having an unfinished form. They breake windows and burn things... or worse!

Bringing them inside, harboring them and teeling them - they are safe in here, within me, where we can both "breake things, yell at each other, blame another - but stay together!"
We can scream and hate without any damage to the outside world by just expressing who we are.

If we can safely express us (who we are) and if I allow such a healing space within me where it's always freedom of expression- and it is sacred(!) -  then there will be no more lost Pain in seach for the right owner.
It will finally find one reday to become Responsible.

So, it can all be felt first - before sending it out in the open, torn appart again, to ask for vengeance.

Let's own our feelings first and then , when they grow up, let us send them out to make a new world.
That's the right way! Then, what creates, can leave with our blessings and Responsibility.

They can always come back for advice and more shelter if needed.

Feelings are little children. They are to be held and cuddled and felt and their needs listened to. They do not want to be drugged and numbed so they would hurt less.

They will hurt more before they hurt less!

That's what healing is about.

Feeling loneliness hurts! Feeling rejection hurts! Feeling lost and fogotten - they all hurt!
It hurts like Hell because it is Hell.

These feelings need to belong, they need to know where they came from.
Somebody needs to own them and respond to them.

031_SIMON SAYS

SIMON SAYS
Civilizations and cultures are created by women and not by men.
Men conquer the land and use a sword to submit, but women create the culture, nurture it support it, and populate the conquered land. She keeps it ALIVE by keeping their culture alive.
The men are just tools. No brain - just dependency on (her) the idea!

All civilizations were created by women. Precisely: by mothers!
More precisely: on GUILT!
It resides inside woman. It is a sickness of which women are carriers but the men get sick.

There is nobody else who could take Responsibility for Life! So Guilt remains in her, closed safely behind the bars never to go out....
She is afraid of it! She is afraid of what she might do if she goes mad. She creates sons who will never love another woman besides mom! Why should someone else receive this gift from her, having what she never had!?

The men are just tools. No brain, just dependency on (her) idea of how much her Desire should be free to move in her world. This shows how much she will allow herself to be free in her own world.

Our world is the manifestation of how she treats herself.
The History of mankind is the history of one Woman who wants to avenge herself on someone. And that someone is - herself!

This pic shows her self-hatred! She is the victim of a woman who created a culture in which a woman teaches her son to avenge her. His "borrowed" revenge (ideology and religion) then attacks another woman… which is herself, again, in some period of her own life!

She is a girl, a woman, a mother, a daughter in law… same woman-hating herself. 
A lesbian hating a straight self. One woman watching herself at different stages of her life expressing selfhatred as if it was a "live thing", something real, which is not.

Then sons hate to be men (their momma hates men) and become less-men so their mommy wouldn't hate them becoming men themselves.

The pic shows how her self hatred is manifested. So, Western civilization is organized in a way that helps women survive their self-hatred.
The eastern civilizations (Islam) doesn't! It is raw hatred now feeling the downfall. This is why the Red chakra of the Earth is attacking the EU and America (Intelect!): wants to survive!

Civilization means organizing madnesses in the way (and that's the DEFINITION of the civilization!) they don't kill each other.
We don't need to understand more to know how civilization and culture work together in support of each other.

EU doesn't understand this and we are watching its downfall. »Human rights« are devouring it! We are witnessing the downfall of Europe.
»Human rights« is Lucifer's invention.
Human rights are a demon that is ruling the EU now.

My country - is a post-communist compost!
It means the disintegration of the nation, and hatred of everything national.
Nation on the other hand is what built a tribe (... in good or bad!) to be what now is. It has an identity! 
It has its defenses,  an immune system that kept it alive throughout history. People trust each other because this trust has been proven in battle! It protected the nation from disappearing!

Communism (ideology, religion…) says: don't protect yourself, trust ideology, protection is bad… (defund the police, fuck the army!).-
The system will take care of you… 

Then the government destroys all the nation's defenses including the health system! It opens the gates for the psychopathic killer to enter and rule because there is no one left to protect the nation!
Then it says we have to understand… it is just peaceful protest… nobody loses anything... bla bla bla!

What I see now is an uncivilized form, a non-civilized non-culture (not even culture!), it is a disintegration of all values in which everything is prescribed and regulated. This interferes with Free Will.

Biology being despised - is being replaced by Politics!
But Biology isn't Politics! Biology is biology and remains bilogy! While politics is politics and cannot be enything else. Certainly not biology, even if it wants to be biology.
Biology cannot be manipulated. Politics is nothing BUT manipulation! Of body and mind.

Communism is sterile, its barrenness needs to be supported to stay alive.
It is a constant pride parade of inhumanity manifested as a system!

Socialism is a nation that doesn't have a will to grow. The fetuses prefer staying in an incubator. For which energy somebody has to pay.
 In the end, the prematurely born fetuses perform abortions between themselves and we call it – civil war! 

The loudest of the fetuses now play Simon says…
Americans, please don't play this game with them, you have too much to lose. When you lose - we all lose!

030_"ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE" - is denied rage!

"Thousands arrested, hundreds injured and 8 deaths after 4 days of protests. Isn't this what a police state looks like?"

This is what "meditating" does to people! Meditating and preaching universal LOVE! 

They both cover RAGE and they both make it look like it can be dealt with and dismissed by simply avoiding expressing... while in reality, our denied rage is piling up, waiting for some lucifer to manipulate with it. 

Lucifer manipulates with us as long as we have denied rage! We are denied rage so he manipulates us by manipulating our rage. 

Why do we hold it? It is because we have learned that we cannot show our rage to God. he might be angry with s if we show it to Him. The saints don't show rage! 

That's all BULSHIT! 

He'd be only too happy to guide us through our rage. Even (especially then!) when our anger is all about Him. And it ALWAYS is!

All around the world, all the rage there is, is about our denied rage for God!

We deny it and then it bursts in our hands with some unpredicted event like the killing of a black person. And when this happens... our rage (and our "righteousness" generalizes because rage has always been there despite all LOVE going around, and singing ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE, and "meditation" and all other crap... Like holding hands and chanting singing Kumbaya... 

Why? Because it is simpler when you polarise your anger and join the rest of a gang in lynching somebody. Anger can be guided by people with a hidden agenda. It is they who stage our reality by starting the violence. They use our Rage to do it! 

Then it is always "others" who can be blamed for it. 

Good people OWN THEIR PAIN. 

They never let dictators and idiots use their Pain for doing what they are doing now. 

So - own your Pain! Don't let it go far away from you and do mad things without your control!

Those who misuse your unconscious rage only have the power because we don't own our rage. 

They own our rage and can do with it whatever they please because we let them.

We don't mind, we don't feel like being accountable for what they do with OUR RAGE! 

All that Hippie ideology of the Sixties... with great words and big signs like MAKE LOVE NOT WAR, PEACE, UNIVERSAL LOVE, goodness, forgiveness...

was a well-schemed plan, so the Western civilization could produce the future generations who won't be able (in fact they are not!) fighting back when attacked and manipulated with. 

They will just lie down and die (as they do now!). 

Now the grandsons of those hippies and their daughters have a big mess in their heads. They believe that promiscuity and not being sexually defined - is all we need to be happy! 

They don't know if they are coming or going. 

They don't know where their rage is coming from! Or what causes it.

They are just afraid of what they might do with what is manifesting through them. Besides, they don't know where it comes from. 

Not knowing themselves - they are afraid of themselves! They don't trust themselves.

A bunch of irresponsible kids who don't give a damn about becoming responsible and grow up. 

That's socialism! Remaining infantile as a society - that is socialism! 

Hippies begot children who can't produce because they lack creativity (in fact they are becoming sterile!) they can't care for themselves nor the children, so they want to socialize the child care and let the State take care of them.

These children now only know how to loot and be angry and demand their "human rights"... but have no responsibility for anything they do. Like children they hey can't be held accountable for anything they decide they want to do.

BUT WHAT HAPPENS then, after they win their battles?!!

Do they have a plan?

Do they know how they want to organize life after they "win" and start ruling their "new" world of peace, love, and equal possibilities?? Will they work, or will they just continue to loot? 

I have seen this happening in my country in 1991!

There is nothing more miserable than a country that cannot survive by the working hands of its people. They became afraid of Freedom and fell back into the claws of dependency and Debt. They felt more comfortable this way! That's how ideology works.  

That's where my nation is now and it was a crappy decision! 

As much as I hate repeating myself in certain things it is true that the Old World depends on America. 

The Americans saved Europe from WWI and WWII. And then us from the Balkan wars in 1991. 

Is now America falling for some stupid "revolution" that doesn't even know what will do after it "wins"? 

With the end of America, it is the end of the rest of the civilized free world!.

Save it! Fight for it, you are fighting now for all of us. For the world.

One of the steps our Creation will take to make us understand will come from the inside. This one we won't be able to fight away.

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My God is saying:

I got you surrounded from inside and outside...

This time I come for you from within and from without! You now occupy only a thin space in between, that is all that remains for you to hide,

With each day I have more and you have less. You are thinner and thinner (almost 2D!), with no space else to move but inside Me!

Soon you will be all mine.

Where will you go now that you haven't already been before? It never really worked for you.

Where will you hide from me,

where can you?

029_TRUTH

Body manifests truth (it's the manifestation of truth) therefore Body is just another name for Truth.

Truth cannot be destroyed - as Matter (Mother) cannot be destroyed!

We are coming here to bring Matter to life, to make "dead" alive... so we get our own body with birth. Every time!

Body is the "Alexandrian Library" of the whole Universe.

We either read it or we don't.

We either decide to read ourselves or we refuse to know ourselves.

In any case - each one of us has access to the Library.

Nobody is left without it. In Manifestation we all get body.

028_ABORTION

In the Beginning…. there was a woman. There is always a woman at any beginning!

And this woman had a »tool« she couldn't use by herself. It wasn't even meant to be used by her alone. It was meant to feel the need to meet somebody and learn how to use it!

Then a man came to her, and he knew even less how to use his »tool«. So, why would he learn how to use HER tool!

When a woman gets impregnated unwillingly she is confronted by a decision to bring forward a new life –or not!

For her, it's a drama.

It doesn't matter what is her political opinion about abortion. For every woman, abortion is a tragic event.

"Political« decision is a synonym for male decisions. It has got nothing to do with a female decision.

A group of people is by its nature a hysterical formation. It neglects individual feelings.

A movement – in this case a movement pro-Life or pro-Abortion uses the woman and the fetus. What can be used can also be misused?

Inside a pregnant woman carries an embryo that will grow into a child if she allows it to.

The decision is hers! NOBODY, not even God can stop her from whatever she decides she will do.

In all human history, nobody could stop her from doing exactly as she decided she wanted. Maybe she never had the power to decide about anything... but this was her world and in her world, she decides who lives and who dies.

Of course, abortions were forbidden in nearly all the systems but she always found ways to abort, this way or the other if she wanted it.

If not sooner she would kill (or someone to kill the baby for her) after the baby was born.

In Europe this was until under Napoleon the Church gave women a chance to leave the newborn to an orphanage. Before that, the killing of a baby was the usual »solution«. More usual than not - in all countries! (see The History of Childhood, author: Lloyd De Mause, 1974, The Psychohistory Press)

Abortion is not a hobby.

It is not a pleasant experience, it's a very traumatic one whether the woman knows it or not. If it is for her to decide or somebody else decides for her.

What is important here is that the one who is responsible for her state of body and mind when she becomes pregnant… DOESN'T take responsibility for it.

That makes her even more lonely.

When people are lonely they tend to socialize their loneliness.

They hope they will be less lonely that way.

And then – as a group or a movement – they declare their intention with a manifesto!

They use their problem(s) that they couldn't solve individually, or they solve it in a way that a huge trauma remains with them forever unresolved – and they make a political statement about it!

They hide behind it. It is a way for an individual to hide behind the group movement and feel less guilty.

It is difficult to be responsible for everything, just by yourself. I hope you understand that.

But the one who is responsible (the one who begets a new life) refuses to be responsible. Where there is no Responsibility - there is Guilt!

And Guilt is WOMAN.

Let me repeat this: male irresponsibility is woman's guilt.

And now Guilt is God on the planet. It is killing us all.

And still…. Nobody wants to become responsible. They prefer woman's Guilt! They use it and misuse it because it is the only tool they know how to use. It is leverage!

You cannot manipulate people without Guilt! But those who want Guilt out of the way (and off the Planet!) now, ought to become Responsible!

Which they avoid becoming.

Responsibility and Guilt exclude each other. It is either one or the other, there cannot be both.

Both – doesn't exist! It is either-either!

It is a Responsibility OR Guilt.

Guilt has consequences. So has Responsibility. Only Responsibility brings good consequences and Guilt brings horror and punishment and death. Guilt demands victims.

That is the difference between the two.

Guilt sticks to a woman and stays with her. The one who is responsible for her state never was responsible nor he wants to be responsible even now!

Guilt has no way to go. No escape!

I already mentioned: where there is no responsibility there remains guilt!

What is a woman afraid of?

She is afraid that she alone must be responsible for Life. And she alone (often without outside help!) has to take care, feed it, giving it hope…

This is a primordial fear of one who creates LIFE.

The debate about abortion is a debate about male indifference; about how much is a human life worth to a man (and to mankind!) as a phenomenon in the Universe.

Is it worth keeping it alive? Even when it hurts?

It is good to remember that WOMAN gives birth to all men! Good and bad.

If the world treats the woman kindly she will treat humanity kindly.

If nations wage war… it is because the war is inside them.

These humans don't use their »tools« for what they were meant to be used (to make love). They turn them into weapon! Which means into something that wasn't meant to be.

A phrase comes to my mind... a poet

- and spilled ink!

He can't write without any ink, can he.

A woman is spilled ink.

She is a poem!

Imagine what she could tell us. She needs a writer to write HER.

All poems are already there in the spilled ink called WOMAN. They just need to be looked for, adopted, embraced, accepted, understood.

027_THE ORIGINS OF "EVIL"

I believe that all the Biblical stories were meant to be interpreted and re-interpreted, again and again… for this is the way we move along human history: understanding the same things differently! 

This happens parallel to our understanding of the changes that happen with always new experiencing the same. This way all around us becomes new, and some things even becoming alive, for the first time - ever!

So the interpretations are new because they are meant to be this way. They make us new!
They follow our needs, and we must follow our needs. It is meant to be.

I always saw Lucifer as our subconscious part or our Subconsciousness. Most of the time it is deciding for us instead of us deciding consciously.
To speak the truth - our Unconscious decides ALL the time, instead of our Conscious part!

Every student of medicine knows we couldn't be sane in mind without our subconscious part of the self. We'd go insane if we couldn't save (push deep down, away from knowing) all painful and traumatic events we cannot accept at the moment they happen.
This way we create a level of "consciousness" that is a sub-level - but still consciousness it is, altho sub-conscious.

So - subconsciousness is there for a reason. It is there, it exists because it must be what it is!
It plays a role. It is necessary.
So what is the reason for its existence and why is it important that such a possibility exists?

There are many things more painful than we can feel (and accept by feeling the as Pain) at the time when it happens. It is too overwhelming and therefore dangerous to be felt all at once - there is too much of it! The organism cannot encompass it and understand it all. We must feel it in fragments so we can deal with it emotionally and finally understand. We cannot understand unless we feel it.
A feeling comes first, understanding comes later!
We are ONLY what we feel. Don't think that we are what they teach us to be(come). We are what we feel. Nothing more, nothing less!
Believe me, it is more than enough. It is all!

But we cannot feel the Pain unless we are certain that we know our feelings are safe to feel. And even then it is no small potato!
If we do it this way we realize that our Pain is not everlasting. We then know it can be felt and can vanish.
Our inner energies are re-directed inside our body and they circulate in a normal way. They do not mass within certain organs and represent dis-ease. Not anymore!


Certainly, we can't deal with too much Pain all at once but we can relive it in fragmental states. Meaning, we can feel parts of the whole Pain but not all at once. 
We could die if we did so. Some do die!

When God created (God being Mother and Father) then »He« part of God couldn't understand all that was happening to Him and Her!
The Intelect (He part!) wasn't able to explain right away why and where all the creatures were coming from. 
Why all things beget? Why are they born out of Mother and Father? Where do they come from?

And when I say "He", it means the part of God that is other - than Desire. Desire is a She! She is a woman!

Desire is not Intellect, its intelligence is Intuition. 
Intuition is the highest form of knowledge in the Universe.
It already knew what would happen, before Spirit could even think about it!

And it warned the Spirit! But Spirit didn't listen because it (He) needs experiencing first, to be able to learn. Or He won't know! Without first experiencing the World - Spirit cannot know much about it!

Desire, on the other hand, is free-flowing energy that simply has to move, and move wherever She wants.
Desire is very much what we later (through history) perceived as FREEDOM.

The "male" God's job is to create a safe place for Desire to move freely and allow the Desire to express herself!
Desire needs this because She leads the process of creating! 
Desire tells us where to go to fulfill our needs, wishes, will, desires, plans, visions…
The male God is called Spirit or the Intelect, He felt bad about not understanding His Desire! 
After all - Desire is the Mother od EVERYTHING!

He felt not good enough, neglected, not up to do the job, unfit… (male impotence!)
He at the time wasn't being able to follow Her where She wanted to go. And He didn't express it then!
This all went in the lost will... it is now in what Islam and others are doing to women and children: cutting their sex organs to make them not feel their sex.
This is why Spirit and spirit polarized beings as well as civilizations that embrace Body denial don't recognize their Desire.
It comes out of them in a demonic state as the denial of Desire.
It is maiming people. It takes revenge for not listening and obeying God!


In short, while She was moving or wanted to move to create, God didn't recognize Her as His Will!

This is when He started to push down His feelings and they all went to Body! The feelings bothered Him, He wanted to get rid of them and didn't want to be bothered. Like an old scientist at home, working on his computer while the kids are too loud and playful. 

And the place He created for things He labeled »this doesn't exist«, is a room with all things He didn't (at the time) understood. He didn't know where they belong, who was supposed to be responsible for, or even what they want!

These are the things He couldn't find the right place for in the Universe at that time! There simply had to be a place like temporary storage for all things without the place to be there. So they were pushed in the room where things exist in the state called "this isn't here". That is why our Subconscious part manifests as denied Consciousness!

All this couldn't be explained without more experiencing the Manifestation (this is why our world is called: the Manifestation! It manifests).

So God said to himself: I will place all these things in this room and they will wait there until I am ready to explain them. Sooner or later I will have to return to them and see who they are, what they want...unless I can now make them obey my rules.

Then (this is how God planned) when I know where to put them and what they want… I will also know how to treat them. As equals or subordinate...

Here something was missing but the Mother part of God already knew. He didn't know it then but his reasoning should end with: IF, AND WHEN, THEY ACCEPT MY WILL!!!)
Will - being His wife (the Mother!).
That's what Desire is about.

Mother needed someone who will also understand Her not just use Her for pleasure ( which She had nothing against!). So, BODY was created ("invented"). It was born out of Desire. She desired it and the Body was born! The body is Consciousness! Besides being our body that learns and saves the knowledge of the Universe! Which we don't seem to understand and don't yet see the purpose.
We think that body is a "dead" matter which only becomes alive when we come to Earth and dress it up like a suit that we throw away when we die.
But the point is that we can make "dead" things alive and when they live in us they are the Library that can teach us things about our Creation and ourselves in it when we decide to be part of this World. 

The Mother of EVERYTHING gives us body when we come here (when we incarnate) to teach us about HER World. She wants us to understand and accept Her ideas of how Creation should function and how it should develop. 

In the meantime God feels pushed away, feels bad, feels forgotten, unwanted.
The Snake in the Paradise is his Subconscious part detecting His fear of the "unknown". And Intuition feels it!
His Fear takes form in which He then moves to Mother tempting Her:
Go ahead, don't fear... find ways to move through these misunderstandings with God. He is now unable to move with You here… He can't follow you here...
Just how much of it is untrue? All of it is true.)

So, Lucifer is the Subconscious part of God!
This is also the way how Consciousness takes Responsibility for own Subconscious.

That is why we (and our God!) will "empty" and clean all the »spare-rooms« with all the stuff packed inside with lost creatures, forgotten souls, demons who don't know who they belong to or where should they go to... by accepting the content, making it ours!
All the unfinished forms in such a bad shape, in search od a more suitable form to them, the one that will feel good... in search of form, wholeness... These creatures are crazy with Pain! They cannot feel because they don't have a body.

They do not feel! 
That's why they possess other beings with the body and try to rule them. They just think their Pain but they can't feel it because they do not own it! 
They let others feel their Pain.

And that is HELL.

They only depend on their true master. The Creator, The one that created them. They do not have enough Free Will nor they have a body to heal themselves.
And their true master is Consciousness. 

All those demons want to be DELIVERED, they long for it.
But they don't know who their true master is! Nobody seems to be their father.

So they'll turn to anybody ready to take them in.

Lucifer took them in. 
That by itself took a form in our imagination, and then... became dictators of the world. Why? 
Because Consciousness was hesitating! It didn't want to accept "the Unknown". Didn't want the Responsibility for it! So, the Unknown decided it should rule the world. And it does!

Nobody takes in Lucifer and Demons! Everybody is afraid of them.
This is the reason enough they should think they are "perfect" and therefore bigger (and stronger) than God.

Nobody owns them because nobody dares to own them.
So now they stampede throughout this God's Kingdom and ruin God's (Mother's) Creation. Owning it, even though Lucifer never created anything and is not the true owner of all LOST things.
Lucifer makes God's children compete and even kill each other.

So, this »room« is like a patient's craziness, trying to get well (better) and is now on an analyst's couch!

But when this room is too dark and scary and we are afraid to open the door… and there is probably no help from anywhere - other than pills that can keep doors closed tight - we have our Pain unfelt. Then this Pain takes the form of Lucifer. This is what our Mind does: It creates.

How we protect ourselves from feeling the Pain? The body creates defense mechanisms! It is automatic. If the body didn't create them we would die.

We have to dig ourselves out from the deep realms of our souls and whatever we save from there - is the lost child in us! We do it slowly trying to respect the laws of nature and the ability of our body that it will know what to do. That is why we do it slowly and with care.
Exactly like we were saving a drowning kid from some deep water!


What Lucifer is - is every absence of THE Consciousness and therefore Responsibility.
This is why I say that Lucifer works with Guilt and God (Consciousness) works with responsibility.
Where there is one cannot be the other. It is an either-or, situation!

The Subconscious when it is moving (and it always is on the move!) takes a form away from Responsibility. Then it does what it seems right to it: it takes drugs (eradicates consciousness, denies pain, uses Guilt as its tool…). It then kills, steals, plays the game of revenge, it hates, never forgives, and always uses Guilt as leverage to keep the »pain« unconscious as long as possible. Or as long as the body can take it. 
Probably until an OD.

And (mind you) politics is just a drug that does the same thing to us!

So, we are emptying the »room« now.
We place the same sign on this door that God did before us and we claim: This isn't here!
And then we go to vote.

Now we know that not all we think and believe in isn't true! We learn the hard way and still don't know everything. We only know what we dare to feel.

Right now we prefer polarizing because it allows us not to feel! That's the meaning of polarizing, that's why we polarize; not to feel the other!

There is a lot of things to be said here. And we are afraid of all of it.
But with our Mother's (Will's) and Body's help and showing it to our Father Spirit God (who will eventually embrace it all as He embraces us all) we can empty the room and leave the space open for eventual shoving inside the future unknown" events and demons of our device...
So, this place should remain as a possibility, a potential useful storeroom, a waiting room to have more experience and therefore knowledge to decide where all the unknown has its right place; but they will need to accept their own Free Will first!
We will leave this room empty or nearly empty. Ready only for eventual stuff, a waiting room, and potential storage for future things we won't be able to understand right away. A quarantine, if you like!
Until we can trust them. Until we try them first in a way that is safe for us, and safe for them!

But - mind you - there will be very little of those things that we won't be able to understand now. Our knowledge is great! It is not weak. We have learned a lot along the way.

We'll know more when we share them with our Spirit Father! More and more of us will be with God until we are all His! (as we truly are).

And we are with Mother. With Body. We are their Heart.

We will be here with this Planet, which is our true Home. I just wish you would understand how big a heart is this Planet… It loves us with its last grain of sand, with every molecule of water, leaf on a tree…

This planet longs for us to accept it as our HOME. 
It was created to be HOME. But we must feel it as such.
Our first home is - body! We feel our world with feeling our body.